June 12th, 2012
I spent a lot of time in a mini recovery mode for the last four months, I over dosed on diet pills on Febuary 20th which gave me a free hospital bed for a couple hours. I gained around 15 lbs in that time frame, and now I'm back to taking diet pills, but I'm eating more than I previously was. That's the very short version of the story.
I weighed in at 143.8 lbs yesterday, or today, can't remember. It's one or the other, an either or sort of deal.
Guess I'd balance my big 'boo boo', with a big picture.
I weighed in at 143.8 lbs yesterday, or today, can't remember. It's one or the other, an either or sort of deal.
Guess I'd balance my big 'boo boo', with a big picture.
January 16th, 2012
Not one calorie today. I had hydroxycut, and lemon water. Banff Film festival was from 6-10:30, so no possibility of me eating there, even though my tummy growled- erm, I mean was applauding my willpower. At 11:27 pm, I weighed in at 129.8lbs.
January 13th, 2012
This morning at 8 am, I weighed in at 129.2. I think these pills are actually working :) Looong way to go though, in a short amount of time. This weekend I'm going to the lake, and I'm hoping I'll do well.
January 12th, 2012
I'm at 130 lbs as of 4 pm.
January 11th, 2012
Grandma died, triggering a binge. She always thought of me as fat, now whenever I go to put something in my mouth, I hear her voice in my head "Are you really going to eat all that?". I weighted in at 132 lbs this morning.
January 6th, 2012
I'm 128 lbs as of this morning.
January 3rd, 2012
I binged, 132 lbs... I'm fat.
January 1st, 2012
I weighed in at 128.4 today, below pics were me at 130.2 lbs.
^December 29th, 2011^
Brother and I went to the movies, and had popcorn. Non-purged popcorn, because when we got home, it was too late. I see the gap starting to form, not easy, but worth it. 130.2lbs
December 28th, 2011
I broke down from my crystal light only diet. 130.3 lbs.
December 27th, 2011
Weight: 128.6 lbs!
December 26th, 2011
Today, I weighed myself. I'm at 131.4 lbs.
^ December 25th, 2011 ^
Wow, I know nobody wants to look at these pictures, but I also know that they are going to be my ultimate motivation. Like really, who wants to look like that?! They are going to be my 'Before' Pictures, 133lbs.